Where does the time go?

No, seriously. Life takes control, one thing leads to another and next thing I know I haven't written in here in months! Life is such a crazy up and down hill. One minute your so unhappy from certain circumstances, then the next thing you know, its a chain reaction and because that one bad thing happened it has brought something or someone amazing into your life.

Alright here it goes, I'm so in love. After all the bullshit I went through with guys in the past I finally am with someone so beyond amazing I cant even put it into words. I'm getting all choked up typing this. I am with the man I am going to marry. Hands down without a doubt my soul mate. I feel so lucky to have him in my life. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. He is the only person i've ever been with who I can fully be myself around and he doesn't make me feel insecure or embarrassed in the least bit. He makes me feel beautiful and most of all he makes me so happy. My world, my love, my life, my everything, Adam Walter <3

xoxo

I Dont Understand...

Why do guys seriously think they can get away with lying and cheating and sneaking around?

What's the point?

They must know that we will ALWAYS find out, no matter what. 

We have our ways. 

Things will come full circle for them and karma's a bitch.

All the guys that do these things are the kinds of guys that sweep you off your feet and you feel so lucky to have them in your life because they are so amazing. You think wow, they seem too good to be true, but I guess its finally my time to find the right person. You trust them you believe them then BAM! your hit with reality.

I think that most of the time being single is way more fun and carefree. You have no one constantly on your mind, no one to think about, no one worry about and no one to try to constantly please.

Ahhh. Writing this all out feels so great.

Off to run some errands.

Hopefully i'll start writing in here more consistently. 

xoxo