See what i'm talking about?

MONTHS without writing in here! Talk about life getting crazy...or maybe I just forget at times that I even have this thing! In my last post I spoke about my soul mate Adam. Well, as of today Adam and I have been married for 5 perfect happy months :)

My life is amazing, end of story! I've never been so close to someone. I know him inside and out, backwards and forward, upside down and right side up. Everything truly happens for a reason.

The past 9 months have flown by, I just hope that when Adam is over in Afghanistan it flys by even faster...which I doubt but I can only hope.

Where does the time go?

No, seriously. Life takes control, one thing leads to another and next thing I know I haven't written in here in months! Life is such a crazy up and down hill. One minute your so unhappy from certain circumstances, then the next thing you know, its a chain reaction and because that one bad thing happened it has brought something or someone amazing into your life.

Alright here it goes, I'm so in love. After all the bullshit I went through with guys in the past I finally am with someone so beyond amazing I cant even put it into words. I'm getting all choked up typing this. I am with the man I am going to marry. Hands down without a doubt my soul mate. I feel so lucky to have him in my life. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. He is the only person i've ever been with who I can fully be myself around and he doesn't make me feel insecure or embarrassed in the least bit. He makes me feel beautiful and most of all he makes me so happy. My world, my love, my life, my everything, Adam Walter <3

xoxo

I Dont Understand...

Why do guys seriously think they can get away with lying and cheating and sneaking around?

What's the point?

They must know that we will ALWAYS find out, no matter what. 

We have our ways. 

Things will come full circle for them and karma's a bitch.

All the guys that do these things are the kinds of guys that sweep you off your feet and you feel so lucky to have them in your life because they are so amazing. You think wow, they seem too good to be true, but I guess its finally my time to find the right person. You trust them you believe them then BAM! your hit with reality.

I think that most of the time being single is way more fun and carefree. You have no one constantly on your mind, no one to think about, no one worry about and no one to try to constantly please.

Ahhh. Writing this all out feels so great.

Off to run some errands.

Hopefully i'll start writing in here more consistently. 

xoxo

Its Been A While

So much has been going on since I last wrote. So many thoughts have been crowding my mind lately.

Life is such a roller coaster of emotions. Ups and downs with some steady paces in between...

I have two of the best friends I could have ever asked for. We're crazy spontaneous and so much fun when we're together.

I lost my job at the end of October, the only job i've ever really liked. It wasn't just a job. It was a career. My passion. 

Something I thought would never happen, happened and i'm still not sure where it will end up.

Life throws so many curve balls, you just have to go with the flow and trust that what's meant to be will eventually work out perfectly.

It seems like so many people are getting engaged married or preggo right now. Its so crazy, we're so young but its so great and exciting that we're all growing up and our lives are changing so much.

I've reconnected with old friends, lost some friends, and met amazing new people. Everything happens for a reason, I really do believe that. I also believe that everyone comes into your life for one reason or another. 

Ohhh! Im also currently OBSESSED with Corey Smith...

"Then i drove her home thinkin ain't love grand,

Oh i'd never felt that way before, and I never have again.

Now i'm in love with a memory,

Sweet historys got a hold of me,

So don't go fallin for me now,

We could never be, 

because i'm in love with a memory"

Ahhh ^^^ Amazing  <3

Ah

So last night was AMAZINGGG. I went to Hollywood with britt and lindsey. Austin had a party and I got to meet lots of great people in the industry. Such a fun night. Im happy. Really truly happy and I haven't been for select reasons for the past 3-4 weeks. But right now I can truly say i'm happy happy happy. Yayy!